Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Mandingo And Malaysia yanohaynadie @ 2007-08-21T15: 36:00
If I had to talk about what has been for me this summer, do not know where to start. Great progress, but much slower than you'd like, and small setbacks. Days of big dreams, countered with moments of fear or insecurity, but ... in essence, is still a great summer.
After so much time locked up, is a great incentive to return to guide yourself, get out, do things, and ... within your limitations ... lead a relatively normal life.
Still, I'm excited to return to work, and go recover the logical rhythm of my life. Well, that y. .. I would be released slowly from fatigue caused by the treatments, that sometimes I forget, but sometimes prevents me from doing many things qeu want to do.
What I do I realize he's my big change when looking at things, or face them. For now react differently, good and bad, have acquired a different dimension after cancer. There are things that I was angry before, but now is not worth it, or things that previously would have gone unnoticed before my eyes, but now they make me extremely happy.
going to laugh but I'm still smiling for me same, just because you are walking down the street, not having to be anxious at home pending treatment. All the same, but at the same time totally different.
Now ... The only bad thing is that come the tests are supposed to memust call for PET in early September (I be notified the day before), and the fear that treatment out of my hand is starting to peek in my happy thoughts.
fall I'm really scared, start over with all that ... would give anything to stay where everything ended up, as a story of my life that undermined the most and then get stronger, but it was not necessary to keep fighting on that path.
three days I have nightmares, and I know what causes them, hopefully to be unfounded, and I tests show "no evidence of tumor activity."
Tonight, for example, I was in a waiting room before the consultation
After so much time locked up, is a great incentive to return to guide yourself, get out, do things, and ... within your limitations ... lead a relatively normal life.
Still, I'm excited to return to work, and go recover the logical rhythm of my life. Well, that y. .. I would be released slowly from fatigue caused by the treatments, that sometimes I forget, but sometimes prevents me from doing many things qeu want to do.
What I do I realize he's my big change when looking at things, or face them. For now react differently, good and bad, have acquired a different dimension after cancer. There are things that I was angry before, but now is not worth it, or things that previously would have gone unnoticed before my eyes, but now they make me extremely happy.
going to laugh but I'm still smiling for me same, just because you are walking down the street, not having to be anxious at home pending treatment. All the same, but at the same time totally different.
Now ... The only bad thing is that come the tests are supposed to memust call for PET in early September (I be notified the day before), and the fear that treatment out of my hand is starting to peek in my happy thoughts.
fall I'm really scared, start over with all that ... would give anything to stay where everything ended up, as a story of my life that undermined the most and then get stronger, but it was not necessary to keep fighting on that path.
three days I have nightmares, and I know what causes them, hopefully to be unfounded, and I tests show "no evidence of tumor activity."
Tonight, for example, I was in a waiting room before the consultation
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